sebak ,

assalamualaikum ,
esok semua umat islam akan menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri dengan orang-orang yang tersayangkan :')
I'm a little bit sad actually. eh bukan sebab tak ada baju raya or what else yang tak cukup. semua lengkap , just i'm missing someone. it's been seven years sambut raya without my Hero. I do really miss him :'( sometimes rasa macam it's too early , tapi tu semua ketentuan-Nya. what else i can say , suka atau tak kena terima. He's the one who always beside me before. give me everything and really care about my feelings. there's something yang buat terkilan sangat. bila teringat benda tu , mesti rasa tak adil. kenapa aku ? sampai sekarang tak ada jawapan. too sad :( i'm always with you right , but why i didn't get to see you for the last time ? whyy :|
I wish i will meet with a similar kind of my Hero. yang akan jaga aku macam my Hero jaga dulu. i am not strong enough to face it. i keep it all inside and no one knows. lagi selesa simpan sendiri  macam perangai Hero aku dulu juga lah. mana tak tumpah kuah kalau tak ke nasi kan. since he left me , semangat pun turut pergi. i can't give up to find my happiness kan.
Abah , akak rindu abah. esok akak pergi jumpa abah. akak doakan abah tenang dekat sana. and you're always in my mind :') ahh jgn menangis lah !

kepada sesiapa yang turut kehilangan orang tersayang , pray for them and keep them in your mind.
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin.
maaf , agak emosional sikit.